i'm very sad . !

hmm .. tade sape boleyh faham keadaan ak skarng . ak just mcm tade org nak peduli jea . mcm ak neyh tak wujud . ! okayy fine , law cam tuh , baek ak MATI jea . kan senang ,  ! mse tuh lah , bru korang tao yg ak neyh wujud un . ak taoo , ak bkn nyer terbaek ponn untok spe2 . ak just menyusahkan jea opp .. okayy , law cam tuhh .. ! ak redha jea , ap yg dye buad slama neyh kat ak . ak syg dye jea lam idop ak . takk op dohh org laen . tpi , bkpe dye wat gnie kea ak . ? lam aty ak just ad nama dye . ! tpi , sngop dye wat gnie kea ak . ! bkpe . ? bkpe . ? kea mmg de dah bosan + benci kat ak . ! okayy fine . ! just terus terang jea lahh . ! tak yahh nakk mnyakitkan aty ak . ! ak takk leyhh nak lpaskan dye .. ! just dye jea , yg boleyhh mngembirakan ak , . ak syg dye smpai ak mati . ! hmm . smpai bufday pon ak pon , dye ta ingat nak wish . ! knp. ? knp. ? dye lupa atau buad buad lupa . ohh . i know , daah dpt GF lme un . ! so .? lupa lah my bufdayy . ! wlaupon , dye dah ad num phone , takk wish lngsong .! i know , u mmg dah tak syg i . ! okayy . just terus terang . ! pless . i do not break up with u . ! I love YOU . please , do not hurt my heart again . I miss YOU . just u only in my heart . no one can replace u in my heart . u are my only love forever . !(mohd farhan isa) pless , ILOVEHIM . don't take him from me . ! to farhan : thanks , coz takk wish bufday saia . :( thanks a lot .. ! saiasayangawaksampaisaiamati !(to :mohd farhan bin isa)